curves and calories
curves and calories
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i'm a 23 year old canadian psyc graduate, working toward becoming a sex psychologist, and every day i battle pcos, depression, and crippling negative self esteem. i've been a weight watchers member since july '12, and i love the program. i've finally decided to take control of my weight, my depression, and my condition, and hopefully learn to love myself along the way.

stats:

5'6

sw: 268.4 cw: 238.4 gw: 180

oh hi.

Well. I’ve been gone for a while.

I feel so stressed and eating has been so shitty and I have gone no where near the scale because I’m too afraid.

I stopped keto. I liked it, but I seriously could not keep it up outside of the house. And I felt like if I ate another egg or piece of bacon I would throw up or explode.

So my mom had a talk with me. And said I was doing so well on weight watchers, but I plateaued, and I think I took that pretty hard. So I started to go off plan, and it stopped working. 

I’m back on, officially as of today. Back to gymming on monday. I have to. Have to.

yum.

So I can no longer have pizza ( :( ), or lasagna ( :( ). These are two of my favourite things, so you know.

BUT I HAVE MADE THE PIZZA LASAGNA AND IT IS OUTSTANDING.

I found it on pinterest. Layer ham like noodles, with some italian spices and tomato/pizza sauce and pepperoni and mozzarella and then do it again. And it’s like lasagna. But pizza flavoured.

Holy shit, get right out of here.

Ahhhhggh:(

So keto flu is in full effect and I’m pretty sure I’m dying.

beginning keto tomorrow.

I’ve done a lot of research. Like, A LOT. And this way of eating sounds like it’s going to do the best for me. I can’t really handle carbs, so I really shouldn’t be eating that many in the first place.

But it’s hard for me to just be like ‘no carbs!’…now what. This gives me something a little more concrete to follow. But this will have me going from like 240g of carbs per day to 25. Whew.